If there’s anything I’ve learnt from my time long distance it is this:
Never need someone.
If I could go back in time and give myself one word of advice it would be precisely that. Find your own happiness and never rely on someone else to make you smile. Never tell yourself “I need you.” None of that “I need you here to function. I can’t do this because you’re not here.” Never assume that someone won’t make mistakes that won’t hurt. You should be able to live without someone, but not want to.
By the time I realized this it was already too late and even though I’ve forgiven myself, I will always wonder what if.
Oh and also if he forgets your damned birthday start talking about it a month in advance the next year.
if you were here I never would have met her if you were here I never would have met her if you were here I never would have met her
it would be you
some days are better than others but it never seems to get any easier.