(i apologize if this offends anyone you know I love all of you and i don’t mean to demean any of your relationships)

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So if my boyfriend is working at a summer camp in the middle of nowhere for 3 months what’s the likelihood of being able to communicate with him? (other than letters)

• hi
• as you can see im on a crazy reblogging spree
• too many emotions tonight
• if you have questions to be answered now would be a great time

You know when things are finally starting to look up and then suddenly everything gets about 100 times worse? (Yes I am complaining again)

He’s selling his iPhone. I will now have no means of communication. He’s never home and doesn’t carry his laptop anywhere. I realize I was upset that I only got occasional iMessages the past month or so but now it’ll be absolutely nothing. Lol me.

So he decides to call after 7 weeks and naturally Skype lags making it impossible for us to talk. Really cute 4 minute conversation we had.

Asked him to call so many times that I feel pathetic. If you’re “busy” and “have no time because of work” then why is it okay for you to stay up until 4AM watching NBA? Why haven’t you called me in a month? Why do I never get any messages other than “hey” “good night” “talk later x”? sdkljhgfbasflhasfkjkhjasf you stupid stupid stupid boy.

btw I’m sorry for not answering any questions, I’ve been in the dumps recently.

I never expected this blog to reach out to so many people.

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I hate to complain but I didn’t even get a Valentine’s Day call. It made me so sad/dizzy/sick to see everyone walking around all day holding flowers and chocolates and being all lovey dovey when I didn’t even get to speak to him. And actually haven’t since last week.

• omg this so cute
• look how adorable!!
• awwwwwwwwww
• oooh look how cute you’re breathing!!!
• wait
• bitch didn’t say goodnight
• I LOVE YOU TOO
• wow why aren’t you saying it back
• oh right you’re asleep….
• dammit
• i was in the middle of talking ya know
• who the hell sleeps this early?
• oh wait its 3 am there
• i guess this means i have to hang up now
• but ohhh this is so cute
• repeat

Friend: I haven’t seen my girlfriend all weekend I’m going crazy

Me: lol shut up

I hate it when I can see he’s talking to other people but he hasn’t responded to me yet.

So I just found out that my 1-2 year wait is probably going to now be 3-4. I’m so upset I don’t even know what to do with myself. 4 flipping years. No, not to move in together… 4 years until a visit. 4 years until I can see him for oh i don’t know…. a week. Excuse my language but…. FUCK.

Can I just take a moment to complain about how freaking annoying it is when guys I know hit on me because in their eyes I’m “single”. lolokayfuckyou I don’t need your friendship assholes. Go away.

His was a few days ago and he’s at home recovering right now. The pain in his voice is making my heart break.  So frustrating that I can’t do anything to make it better.