If there’s anything I’ve learnt from my time long distance it is this:
Never need someone.
If I could go back in time and give myself one word of advice it would be precisely that. Find your own happiness and never rely on someone else to make you smile. Never tell yourself “I need you.” None of that “I need you here to function. I can’t do this because you’re not here.” Never assume that someone won’t make mistakes that won’t hurt. You should be able to live without someone, but not want to.
By the time I realized this it was already too late and even though I’ve forgiven myself, I will always wonder what if.
Oh and also if he forgets your damned birthday start talking about it a month in advance the next year.
the person that said “if it’s meant to be it will be” obviously wasn’t in a long distance relationship
do you think if I just chill that I’m going to teleport one random afternoon DO YOU?????
some days are better than others but it never seems to get any easier.
I miss you so much it hurts
my relationship explained.
how would you guys feel if your s/o blocked you on all social networks yet continued to text you?
HOLY FUCKING FUCK SHIT FUCKING FUCK FUCK
EXCUSE MY LANGUAGE BUT OH MY HUo/b’jnFLDKMXCJsbfhd
I literally have the best man in the world in my life
I can’t even
I don’t know if I can even explain proepry right now but I’m currently sitting in the lap of the love of my life
Who is also an asshole
A very clever asshole
Who thought it would be funny to “dump” me
And then surprise me by showing up at my door
So I would be more excited
I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN WHAT THIS FEELING IS BUT IT IS THE BEST FEELING IN THE ENTIRE WORLD AND OMFG DOFPIHOUjnlsdhjsdf
I LOVE YOU ALL OKAY GOOD NIGHT
whenever the distance starts to get to me he tells me the same thing, “just remember that you’re one day closer to seeing me every time you go to sleep.”
funny how something so simple can be so comforting.
boyfriend is now working a new job
10 pm -6 am
ie when we talked because I wasn’t in class
I’ve accepted that I can’t speak to you everyday
I’ve gotten used to not seeing you
I’ve learned to cope with missing you
But that still hasn’t made this journey any easier
It still feels like a train hits me whenever you don’t respond to a text or we can’t skype
It hurts just as much
am i 110% considering buying a ticket and surprising him over the holidays with money that i dont have?